ponee duh liFe iS rAnDoM

i freakin’ friggin’ fuckin’ hate malaysia

poneee — Mon, 23 Jan 2006 10:24:28 +0000

that f**kin’ retarted postman didn’t deliver letters to me,that son of the "beach" delivered stuffs into the drain in front of my house!!!!beware!!whoever u are…don’t even try to make me sue u!!u friggin’ lousy postman from lousy m’sia’s post office!!

you showed mee how it feels to feel the sky

poneee — Sun, 08 Jan 2006 02:30:58 +0000

When I think back
On these times
And the dreams
We left behind
I’ll be glad ’cause
I was blessed to get
To have you in my life
When I look back
On these days
I’ll look and see your face
You were right there for me
In my dreams
I’ll always see you soar
Above the sky
In my heart
There will always be a place
For you for all my life
I’ll keep a part
Of you with me
And everywhere I am
There you’ll be
Well you showed me
How it feels
To feel the sky
Within my reach
And I always
Will remember all
The strength you
Gave to me
Your love made me
Make it through
Oh, I owe so much to you
You were right there for me
‘Cause I always saw in you
My light, my strength
And I want to thank you
Now for all the ways
You were right there for me
You were right there for me
For always

one of the fabola songs i adore-there you’ll be *pearl harbor soundtrack*

you tell me don’t lie

poneee — Wed, 28 Dec 2005 09:20:14 +0000

Where is the moment when we need it the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue sky’s faded to grey
They tell me your passion’s gone away
And I don’t need no carrying on
Stand in the line just ahead of the law
You’re faking a smile with the coffee you go
You tell me your life’s been way off line
You’re falling to pieces every time
And I don’t need no carrying on
Cause you had a bad day
You’re taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don’t know
You tell me don’t lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don’t lie
You’re coming back down and you really don’t mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don’t need no carrying on
Sometimes the system goes on the blink and the whole thing it turns out Wrong
You might not make it back and you know that you could be well oh that Strong
Well I’m not wrong
So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

bad bad bad day…..

yakiteeyakitee yak!!!

poneee — Wed, 28 Dec 2005 09:03:32 +0000

bloody hell,christmas’s over already and i need to go to school again in a couple of days…i guess time really flies,without much realising..and approximately 6 more months to go,i will be sixteen..sixteen!!

yeah,whatever!!i can’t turn back the clock anyway…let’s review my "wonderful and magical" two months of holiday….

gorgeous sleeping beauty’s castle and the stunning louis vuitton store.yeah,right.thats exciting.exciting…..*sigh*

i have got totally no idea about my new life.yeah people say new year,new life.i don’t think so.seriously.and somehow i just can’t brighten up about the whole new year,not that i hate school,really.i’m just…clueless.plus,i downloaded like 5 heroe by Il Divo and they all remained silence when i played them.how can i ever brighten up with this happening..so god,lead me,lead me to the bright side.

w.h.a.t?!?!

poneee — Wed, 02 Nov 2005 06:16:15 +0000

eh…i tot i jes blinked ,

but,three years’s gone.

i can’t believe this,all the happiness ,

and the 40 kinds of sadness,

r all over,

does dis mean i’ve just graduated ?

owh my god,the answer is yes.

how come nobody told me that 3 years’s over?

i have to say goodbye to everything…although i do not wish to..

but what more can i do?turn back the clock?

nah,datz impossible,unless u know how to make the albert einstein’s law works

owh..no…..i think three years’s really O.V.E.R

untitled

poneee — Sat, 03 Sep 2005 14:33:59 +0000

I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded
By the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight

And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain

How could this happen to me?
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?

Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound
But no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto
A time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t

How could this happen to me?
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?

I’ve made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?

~~untitled , indeed , untitled

poneee — Wed, 13 Jul 2005 06:58:00 +0000

Owh man,since when i am interested in erm french??

square one (french version)

Cuadrante uno

Tienes el control
¿Hay algún lugar al que te gustaría ir?
Tienes el control
¿Hay algo que quisieras conocer?
El futuro que está por descubrir
El espacio en el que viajamos

Desde el inicio de la primera página
Al final de tu último día
Desde el inicio de tu propio camino
Tu sólo quieres a alguien que escuche lo que dices
No importa quien eres

Bajo la superficie através de la que intentas salir
Descifrando los códigos que hay en tí
Necesito una brújula, díbujame un mapa
Estoy en lo alto, no puedo volver atrás

Whoaaaa, whoaaaa

La primera línea de la primera página
al final de la última página (a la que estabas mirando)
Desde el inicio en tu propio camino
Sólo buscas a alguien que escuche lo que dices
No importa quien eres
No importa quien eres

Sólo buscas a alguien que escuche lo que dices
Solo buscas a alguien que escuche lo que dices
No importa quién eres
No importa quién eres

¿Hay alguien ahí fuera que
esté perdido, herido y solitatio también?
¿Sangan todos tus colores en uno?
Y si te vuelves deshecho
Como si hubieses estado corriendo através
de una catapulta que te disparó
Te maravillas si tu oportunidad llegó alguna vez
O si estás pegado en el cuadrante uno

——–COLDPLAY

get ‘em

poneee — Wed, 13 Jul 2005 06:50:55 +0000

SQUARE ONE

you’re in control
Is there anywhere you wanna go?
You’re in control
Is there anything you wanna know?
The future’s for discovering
The space in which we travel in

From the top of the first page
To the end of the last day
From the start in your own way
You just want somebody listening to what you say
It doesn’t matter who you are

Under the surface trying to break through
Deciphering the codes in you
I need a compass, draw me a map
I’m on the top, I can’t get back

Whooooaaa, whooooaaa

The first line on the first page
To the end of the last page (you were looking at)
From the start in your own way
You just want somebody listening to what you say
It doesn’t matter who you are
It doesn’t matter who you are

You just want somebody listening to what you say
You just want somebody listening to what you say
It doesn’t matter who you are
It doesn’t matter who you are

Is there anybody out there who
Is lost and hurt and lonely too
Are they bleeding all your colours into one?
And if you come undone
As if you’ve been run through
Some catapult it fired you
You wonder if your chance’ll ever come
Or if you’re stuck in square one
—-cold play

poneee — Sat, 09 Jul 2005 10:27:44 +0000

IN A VERY PERFECT WORLD

I never could have seen this far
I never could have seen this coming
It seems like my worlds falling apart, yeah
Why is everything so hard?
I don’t think I can deal
With the things you said
It just won’t go away

In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You’d still be here
And it makes no sense
I can just pick up the pieces
But to you this means nothing
Nothing at all

I used to think that I was strong
Until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a miracle to make it through, yeah
I wish that I could bring you back
I wish that I could turn back time
Cuz I can’t let go
I just can’t find my way, yeah
Without you I just can’t find my way

In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You’d still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the pieces
But to you
This means nothing
Nothing at all

I don’t know what I should do now
I don’t know where I should go
I’m still here waiting for you
I’m lost when you’re not around
I need to hold onto you
I just can’t let you go
Yeah, yeah

In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You’d still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the pieces
But to you
This means nothing
Nothing at all
You feel nothing
Nothing at all
Nothing at all

"adapted " from Simple plan’s "still not getting any"

jesse Mccartney

poneee — Fri, 10 Jun 2005 08:17:48 +0000

Beautiful Soul-JESSE MCCARTNEY

I don’t want another pretty face
I don’t want just anyone to hold
I don’t want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You’re the one I want to chase
You’re the one I want to hold
I won’t let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

I know that you are something special
To you I’d be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you’ll see the heart in me

Your beautiful soul, yeah

You might need time to think it over
But I’m just fine moving forward
I’ll ease your mind
If you give me the chance
I will never make you cry, c’mon let’s try

Your beautiful soul,yeah

Am I crazy for wanting you
Baby do you think you could want me too
I don’t waste your time
Do you see things the way I do
I just want to know that you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide

Your beautiful soul, yeah…